Showing posts with label scriptures. Show all posts
Showing posts with label scriptures. Show all posts

Friday, October 7, 2011

A Test of Faith...did you have to use snakes?

Hello my friend!

     I have not wanted to talk about the following episode, have had so many problems with it, I finally decided to started talking about it, and it has gotten better, so thought perhaps if I shared with my friends, I could be well.

I believe in prayer, and Praise the Lord for His mercies. My God is faithful.

     My husband had to go out of town for a coupla days, about 3 weeks ago. I stayed home with the children, have been happy and at peace here. I fell asleep, around midnight (I did a little reading..lol) I was having a lovely dream, when a snake entered my dream, then became reality. I grasped it and tossed it out of the bed, I then jumped out of the bed, landing on the floor beside the bed, I screamed and screamed and screamed; I'm fairly certain I was close to hysteria. I shook myself, grabbed a shoe, (it was the closest thing handy) and searched for this creature that had invaded not only my home, but the sanctity of my bed. I did not find it, needless to say, sleep eluded me.

     The Rev. called the next day, I debated about telling him, I knew he could not come home, so in order to keep him from worry, I kept it to myself....day after day after day. Unable to sleep, I would lay down, and feel again the snake as it slithered upon me, it had made it all the way down to my leg!
     I began jumping and screaming at the least noise, movement, or touch. The Rev. insisted I tell him, and I did. He laughed.  Don't judge him harshly, I'm certain he thought worse things had come upon us, afterall, we've lived a very colorful life!
About 2 weeks later, I saw a little garter snake by the back door, as soon as I saw the size (and width) of it, I felt certain we had discovered the snake that had invaded our home. I had hoped that things would get better since I discovered that it wasn't poisonous, and have always heard how 'helpful' they are to have around. (If you say that 100 times a day, you might believe it...I didn't)
    The parsonage has set empty for years, the last pastor had his own home, and I had worried about what have claimed it (the parsonage) for their own habitation....and had took preventative measures, however all for naught.
Now, I stated at the beginning of this story that I believe in prayer. I have been praying, earnestly seeking the Lord for peace.  I began quoting the scripture:
     "Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee. Is. 26:3
There were a host of other wonderful scriptures that I read, and quoted (I had always done so for others, this time it was me.)
Phill. 4:7, Ps 119:65, Is. 12:2....the list goes on.
They were all for naught, no sleep, nerves were frayed....not the home of peace I so cherish!
I, yes, I was going to have to get ahold of myself. Fear, it cometh not from God. And fear is what had taken hold on me. I did not like it.
I did not want any part of it. I WOULD not have any part of it!
My God is faithful. Two nights ago, I laid down, didn't wrap a pillow around my head, didn't feel the creepy crawly sensations, why?
Because my God was a protector. It (the snake) could have bitten me, I am a restless sleeper, but it didn't. Even if it had, I trust in the one who is able to heal...did I not?
This was a test, one that I wanted no part of, one that I had been failing miserably at, but no less a test.

Two nights now of rest. Blessed rest. I have always had the children quote the scripture,
"And thou shalt be secure, because there is hope; yea, thou shalt dig about thee, and thou shalt take thy rest in safety. " Job 11:18
I wanted my children to know rest, peace, and the wonderful comfort of feeling safe. This too became a scripture I quoted, but  I can promise you, it took on new meaning for me. Safety. What we take for granted!

It simply came down to, did I trust Him? Did I?

My God is faithful. Now, don't get the idea we are co-habitating with the thing.... barnie  Nay! However, we have been able to resume our life, and our sleep is returning...and I need sleep! Trust me!  I have a dear Aunt who said, "I'm just not nice till I have my coffee in the morning!" Her husband nodded.  Well, I'm just not nice if I don't get my sleep!  My family heads would be bobbing assent if you could see them! duc


     No coop yet here at the new parsonage, awaiting a break in the work. Began to look at the shed my husband has his things stored in, in a new light!  Wouldn't he rather have a new shed? The one here is so weathered, and beginning to sag, I'm certain he would like a new one for all his precious tools & things.....  D  jumpy
Perhaps.

Y'all Come
The Parson's Wife

P.S....don't let the snakes keep you away!!